Here's what's happened in the last few months....
I started not sleeping and waking up gasping for breath the last few months, since somewhere in August. September was getting particularly bad, as I'd do this even two to three times a week. I thought it was congestion and my anemia kicking up, so I started taking an iron supplement again and drinking more water. My brother got remarried October 8 at the Rennaissance Faire in Crownsville, MD. I was walking and doing ok, but breathing was definitely compromised.
Since we'd found a doctor I liked, I decided to go to her Monday night, thinking that I'd just be diagnosed with bronchitis. That wasn't what happened. I arrived at the Urgent Care office about 20 minutes before they closed. After describing my symptoms and their persistence, things apparently started to click. This is a great urgent care office, as they have an xray machine and an ekg machine. I was hooked up to the ekg just moments later. I wish I knew then what I know now, but basically, there were some questions with my ekg. It appeared that I had a heart attack.
I was transferred to the hospital by amublance, still not knowing that everyone thought I'd had a heart attack. Because I'm overweight, I often get people making assumptions, and they often annoy me. I had a bit of a tussle with the resident in emergency, but he convinced me to have a cardiac catheterization done.
Here's the outcome: I'm currently in congestive heart failure. Somewhere along the line, my heart started getting larger, as my blood wasn't being pumped well enough. Then even though that wasn't working as well as it could, my lungs began filling with fluid that was being poorly pumped from my heart.
I left the hospital Friday afternoon, after four days of sitting around waiting for any information I could get. I'm still feeling uninformed, but I'm looking for information all over the web. I need to find a cardiologist, and will still be seeing the cardiologist from the hospital for a while.
Since being in the hospital (a total of five days), I've lost about 15 pounds, almost all of it fluid. I'm working on my diet pretty seriously, and if this works, I'll probably finally be a reasonably sized woman. Funny it takes what is essentially a death sentence to do this.
The bad news? CHF (Congestive Heart Failure) has a few bits of bad news, besides requiring a serious lifestyle alteration. 1% of CHF patients die in the first year, 50% in the first five years and another 25% by 10 years. I have read of people who've lasted 15 and 20 years, and even know some of them personally, so I'll have to hope I'm one of them. I'd like to stay around long enough to see grandkids. I'd like to be here to see my son get married. I'm hoping I can keep things light, but I needed to say this part now. I'm scared. I want to stay alive. I had planned on it.
Now I have to work at it, with much more intensity than ever before. Wish me luck.